The Shadow of Fear

- 3/1/2026

Their boat is disappearing beneath the waves. The

disciples are not weekend anglers—they are seasoned

fishermen. They’ve spent their whole lives on this lake.

Now they are convinced they’re going to die on this

lake. And Jesus is asleep, apparently indifferent to their

imminent demise.

Lord, save us! We are perishing!

You know the prayer. It’s the prayer that rises when the

prognosis is devastating, when the marriage finally fails,

when you’re lying awake at 3 AM, your mind racing

toward the worst-case scenario. It’s a prayer, but it’s also

a kind of accusation. The unfiltered charge of one who

feels abandoned in the shadows.

Save us! Don’t you care?

Silently, Jesus rises. He speaks one word to the wind

with an unsettling audacity. Suddenly, the sea goes flat.

This is not a pause in the wind. It’s an eerie unnatural

stillness. Matthew calls it a dead calm.

The sea is still, but the fear only intensifies. The disciples

were terrified of the storm. Now they are terrified of this

man they thought they knew. But suddenly the stakes

have been raised. The disciples understand a raging sea.

They know what to do. You bail and you row and you

pray. But a man who speaks and the wind and the water

obey? That’s a whole different kind of threat.

The storm was a danger to their lives. Jesus is a danger

to their world.

The boat bumps against the shore. From storm at sea

to stench in the graveyard. This is Gentile territory—the

“other side” of the sea. And as soon as they step off the

boat, the shadows shift.

Two men come howling out of the tombs. They were the

local embarrassment, the town’s open wound, a problem

not solved but skirted by cold, calculated avoidance. You

know, take the long way around, adjust your commute,

tune out the screams from the cemetery.

Then Jesus arrives, and the demons recognize him

instantly. What have you to do with us, Son of God? They

already know what the disciples are trying to grasp,

trying to understand.

They attempt to negotiate, but Jesus casts them out

with a single word. Go. There’s a rush of pigs down the

bank, into the sea where they drown. And the men—

these two men who terrorized the town, who were

themselves terrorized—are suddenly set free.

And perhaps you’d expect a celebration. The terror

that haunted that cemetery is gone. The road through

that part of town is safe again. But the whole town

gathers, and with one voice, in one unanimous vote,

they beg Jesus. Leave our town. Leave our town. Why?

Because Jesus is a wrecking ball; he is a danger to

their world.

Look at the pigs. A whole herd gone. Jesus freed the

men and destroyed an industry in the same breath.

We do the math too. Whenever transformation comes

with a price tag, we calculate the cost. And sometimes

we decide that the pigs are worth more than the

person. Sure, it was a miserable arrangement, but

at least it was stable. The suffering of strangers can

be preferable to the disruption of change. The fear of

chaos now gives way to fear of the cure.

The demoniacs were manageable precisely because

they were possessed. As long as they stayed in the

tombs, the situation may have been tragic, but at least it

was contained. You could pity them from a distance and

then go home by a different road and lock your doors.

You could be compassionate without being disrupted.

But look at them now. There they are, standing in the

town square. Clothed. Coherent. In their right minds

and no doubt looking for a meal, or a conversation, a

community, a place to belong.

Here’s the truth we must confess: it is easy for us to

love from a distance. But whenever Jesus heals people,

whenever in the Gospels Jesus heals people, he brings

them close. He turns “those people out there” to “our

neighbors right here.” And that’s when we begin to have

our doubts. On second thought, maybe better for this

foreigner from the other side of the sea to go back where

he came from. They begged Jesus. Leave our town.

Because beyond the fear of the storm, beyond the fear

of the demons, there is a fundamental fear he forces us

to face. If this man can calm the sea, if this man can heal

the broken, what else might he see? What more might

he ask? And what if he turns his vision toward us?

The townspeople were not possessed, but they weren’t

free either. And maybe they realized if this man can see

and speak to demons, he can see right through us, too.

Maybe they knew their status quo could not withstand

his presence. Jesus is a danger to their world. Better to

send him away.

So they beg him to leave. And—here’s the heartbreak—

he goes. He does not resist. He does not argue. Jesus

will not force his grace on those who prefer their pigs.

He will not stay where he is merely a guest of our

convenience. He will not bless our careful compromise

with captivity.

The townspeople had their reasons, and so do we.

The polite, cultural Christianity of the past half-century

is emptying out. Maybe we should let it go. It offered

a kind of throw-pillow Jesus—decorative, comfortable,

carefully coordinated so as not to disturb our decor. But

a faith that demands nothing eventually means nothing.

Now, don’t be fooled by the alternative. Right now,

there is a loud, clanging cymbal kind of Christianity

that has deftly swapped the cross for a battering ram.

They march Jesus into places of political power like

a captured mascot, this beautiful faith we all love

fashioned into a weapon for a war our Lord would never

wage. They speak of their courage, but all I see is white-

knuckled fear, that frantic grasping of people willing to

burn the graveyard down just to keep the demons quiet.

Same fear as the townspeople. Louder megaphone.

In the boat, the disciples feared that Jesus was too weak

to save them. In the town, the citizens feared he was too

strong to be managed.

Whether we retreat to our sanctuaries or rush to the

barricades, it’s the same fear, the same move. We want

to keep Jesus contained. We want to keep Jesus on our

side. We want to send him away when he starts making

trouble…for us.

We all want a God who’s on our side. Our prayer is for

a God who sees what we see, who fears what we fear,

who hates what we hate. A God who shows up when we

need an ally and stands down when we need a lesson.

But that’s not the Jesus who shows up on the shore. This

is a God we cannot control. A danger to our world.

Jesus refuses to be an accessory to lives devoid of deep

meaning. He’d rather we be free than powerful. And

we’ve never quite forgiven him for that. And so, yes, we

too send him away. Not out loud. We’re polite people.

We quiet quit. We find a church that won’t disrupt us. We

domesticate his transcendent truth. We fashion a God,

we craft a God, we make a God that is just large enough

to meet our demands and just weak enough to go along

with our plans. It’s a faith thin enough to be safe.

But listen to this. A faith thin enough to be safe is too

thin to save us. We must confess that sometimes we

don’t even want to be saved. We want to be stable. We

prefer our pigs. Our profits. Our prejudice. Our power.

We choose managed torment over disruptive grace.

We would rather be comfortable in our chains than

frightened by our freedom.

Managed torment. You know managed torment. It is the

soul-crushing job that you hate, but you stay because

the status and the security are too high a price to pay.

You know managed torment. It’s the family dinner

where everyone stays silent about the addiction or the

abuse because a stable lie carefully contained is easier

to manage than an intrusive truth set loose. You know

managed torment. It is the political tribe we cling to

even when it requires us to abandon our conscience

or ignore our God, so terrified are we of being cast out

of the club. We’d rather keep the demon we know than

accept the Savior insisting we start over.

But Jesus will keep sailing through our storms. So, keep

walking toward the tombs—the ones our economy

depends on, the ones our politics ignore, the ones

where people are still screaming while the respectable

world carefully takes the long way around. Jesus simply

will not turn away from the tormented. He simply

refuses to ignore the oppressed.

And so, my friends, the question is not whether he is

dangerous. Of course he is. The question is simpler

and more terrifying than that. Knowing what you

know, will you let him stay?

Grace is not a siege. He will not batter down your

door. He will not guilt you into transformation. He will

never shame you into surrender. All he will do is look

at you with full knowledge of everything you protect,

everything you deny, and everything you are afraid to

lose—and he will wait.

Will you let him stay? Will you let him disrupt your

life? Will you let him change your heart?

When I was in the fourth grade, I begged my parents

for a puppy. I was organized and made a presentation.

I wore them down with a long list of promises. I shared

nineteen life lessons I would learn if only I had a puppy.

So, Smokey was mine, which meant the dog duties were

mine. What I didn’t anticipate was the falling darkness.

We picked Smokey up in September—my birthday—and

not long after, we moved the clocks back. Suddenly

evening chores happened after sunset. Smokey’s pen

was at the bottom of a hill, far from the house. Every

night after dark, I would sprint down that hill, heart

pounding. I would pour the food out into the bowl and

run back up the hill as fast as I could.

For weeks, I ran down the hill and back up again. One

night I made it to the top, out of breath, and I’m not sure

why, but I turned around. And here’s what I saw. My

father was standing at the back door. Just out of sight.

Watching. Waiting. And that’s when it hit me. He’d been

there every single night. I just hadn’t seen him.

He’s been there in every fear. Every night you ran. Every

moment you clung to control. Every time you tried to

manage the storm. Jesus is a danger to your world. He

is standing on the shore. You can send him away. Or you

can let him stay. Amen.